In other news, this time tomorrow I will have finished Latin. No more Latin exams ever in my life. What a journey of Latiny fun I’ve had. Three solid years of pretty much this one subject, and now it is over. 

I love my housemates because four of us are working in the living room on separate things and it makes me feel better about revising. Having A LOT of trouble concentrating today because had a little argument with Ben last night. I was trying to talk, but didn’t really have that much to say, and neither did he. Basically he didn’t ask about my day, or about revision or exams or anything. I just want to feel supported. I mean, I’m getting more support from my Mum, who I speak to once a week, than I am from Ben. It is just really getting me down, I’m not sure how to explain it because every time I try, I get a bit mad, and then he thinks I’m being irrationally mad and doesn’t listen to what I’m trying to say. 

I don’t want to keep making a fuss about it because that would be unfair. But it is genuinely impeding my revision. And it hurts. Especially when my lovely housemate has received not only a card from her fiance, but also a ‘revision help’ box with chocolates etc, and yet another box of chocolate came today. And I’ve had nothing, not even much interest in the fact I’m taking my finals. 

Ah. I’m sure it will be fine. I’m just stressed and a fail at life.